Pissed off!

Ladies, and gentlemAn. Please, be just who you are. Be yourselves! Don't push yourselves to the limits and be VERY OA in the end. Ambot oi!

My friend and I are just really annoyed of the classmates we have in our Fili2 class. My UP spirit is resurrected and here I am again, speaking out on what I want to say. But of course, not to the point of joining into rallies and protests.

Cge, mag-binisaya nako. Sa among fili class, we have OA na classmates. Ambot kaha ngano nah sila na super naman pud ka-arte. Arte pa cguro ni Imelda Marcos ambot! Maka-ingon ko na arte sila kay ilang reactions toward the teacher or even to some of our classmates kay mkasapot. Then, naa pay sit-in na murag labaw pa sa original na estudyante. Maka-dare pa ug samok-samok ug teacher.

First, nagsugod mig kindah activity to check up if nagbasa ba gyud mi ug isa ka article sa libro. Then, ang activity, kailangan by pair. So, kung by pair, duha ra gyud nah! pair gani. Pero sige kog lingi2x sa luyo unya, gilibot nako ang mata sa classroom, hibung ko na murag naay nagtulo kabuok sa isa ka group. Then, akong gitutukan, si sit-in diay! Nagtudlo-tudlo pa didto sa mga answer..unsa ka tarong! Dili man sa nasuya ko, pero it's for the FAIRNESS sa tanan tao. Then, nganong masuya man pud ko na naa xay gitudloan na perfect man pud mi sa tanan nakong ka-row..halos tanan kay perfect gani siguro. Nanudlo unta xa kanang time sa kagipitan aron masukod iyang ka-bright na tudlo-tudlo pa siya sa iyang friends didto. Kani pa jud na sit-in kay halos kada-meeting, naa jud xa. As in lami na kaayo i-reklamo but I don't want trouble man pud. Personally, samok xa para nako. Mukalit man gud ug ti-ti sa middle sa discussion sa teacher or in the middle sa paghatag sa teacher ug instructions. To think ha, SIT-IN ra xa, wla xay labot jud sa class list! Unsa may purpose niya sa pagsige ug sit-in? aron mkakuha ug attention? for what man pud diba na among teacher kay di man iyang teacher. She's just crazy trying to get all of the attentions she could get. Then, nikalit xag duol sa teacher in the middle of our essay writing something. Naa xay gihung-hong ambot kaha unsa. Then, nanggawas sila sa teacher. Nkaingon jud ko.."sit-in ra gani, sip-sip man! unsa na kahag tinuod na estudyante adto na klase." Mura ganig sip-sip xa sa teacher for her friends. Nitangkag jud akong dunggan paghinunghungay nila den, naggawas pa gyud! Abnormal nah siya??

Then, naa sad ning teacher namo, uto-uto ra pud. Abig giingnag gwapa ni sit-in, dako dayun ug grado sa activity ang friends ni sit-in. unsa man nah siya oie! To think na kung video imong i-present, you can always edit it before passing unlike sa actual na play, makita jud ang effort something. Bahala na tu oie, that was before christmas pa man sad! I bet gamay akong grado sa Fili karon. Di man mi tawagon sa akong friends para unta mu-recite ming unom para mka-points pud mi. unfair kaayo pud ang teacher, super! naay uban students, balik2x na sa pag-answer so, daghan na silag points, dagko na silag grado. Kami, maski kausa na recitation, wla gyud! Gi-markan pa gyud kog absent kay nibalhin ko sa seat sa akong tapad na supposedly maoy absent. Well..basta super low ako grade, ako njud ni i-print akong blog. Akong ipabasa niya aron mka-reflect jud xa sa iyang ka-walay ayo. Basta, I'll fight for my right as a student na ganahan ug EQUALITY not just for myself, pero para sa tanan.

Thanks for reading diay aning useless na blog. Sorry, gisapot jud ko ani.

Auto-Refresh attribute

This blog is to inform everyone on how my auto-refresh here works. My page refreshes every minute for the cbox or the chatbox in the lower-right portion to function well. If I won't put something like and auto-refresh code, the messages that was entered just recently would not be read by another person. It can only be seen after the user refreshes the page, manually. So, for the chat to be easier and faster and no more clicking of the refresh button, I placed an auto-refresh attribute.

One disadvantage of this feature is that the message you have typed on the message area of the cbox will be erased after the "refresh moment". I apologize if my auto-refresh lets you type again. I suggest that you type fast so you won't have to type again. :D.

Anyone who doesn't like the auto-refresh setting, please tell me so I may remove it. After the removal, the people chatting would have to refresh the page themselves to check if their chatmate have already replied. :)

I Just Realized

"What I just realized..perfect for each other and we'll never find another.."

I wonder how fast time goes by. The night turned midnight and now just turned morning. I am now blogging for January 11. 11 days from now, would be the special day for my close friend in block A and a special day too for my guy in Maine. Both of them would be turning 18. I could say that it's more special for my close friend since it's her debut. Of course a guy's debut age is 21, right?

A while ago, I posted about my confusion. That confusion is making me sick for the past three weeks but I posted about it just a few hours ago. It's not that I just had my confusion and I already realized everything, but the problem is more than three weeks of age and I have to solve it as soon as possible. And now, I think I have the answer. I have to follow my mind and majority of my heart. I know you'll be confused of my answer but it's true. My mind says, he's the one and my heart says too. I said majority of my heart only because I still have to leave some of my heart to my family and friends, right?

I'm sorry for all the mistakes I have done. I know that sometimes I have been unfair and dishonest. Thank you for being there for me though not always coz you not are here, but in thought because I know you care.

So Confused..

"Hear the signs, wasn't right. I was stupid for a while."

The title, the centered phrase come from the song, "Out of Reach" by Gabrielle. The song just came into my mind and some lines fitted for what I am for the past week/weeks.

I don't know if I am being unfair to myself or to him. My heart speaks, my mind objects. My mind now works, my heart MUST follow. Even it does not want to, it must follow the mind! It must! It must! It must! Does this mean that I am really so confused? Argghh.. I don't understand myself anymore. This feeling sucks. Please help me!

My First Post

This will be my first post. I will not baptize my blog with gossips and all but I will be good for this moment. We are still in the first part of the year and I think it is just right for me to start blogging at the start of the year. I'll soon be making this blogger my diary.

Wala lang. I just love the idea of expressing my feelings here because I love to talk to myself..haha. Seriously, I always ask myself on what I am doing, right or wrong. Basta, everything. It seems like my buddy is myself, BUANG for short. Sorry for the term diay. I forgot, I have to be good in my first post.

I'll soon be posting a lot of stuff. Just check my blog if you have time. =)